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i didn’t see this in my feed when it was there apparently holy shit :(
twinkle twinkle little star
why is art so fuCKING HARD
twinkle twinkle little FUCK
dammit
what the-
I give up.
This is my anthem
im not ever going to forgive my 11th grade art teacher for throwing out my comic of a macy’s thanksgiving day parade balloon-sized psy taking over the fictional city in wonder girls’ tell me mv with sohee saving the day by stopping the bus like in the actual mv not EVER NOT EVER!!!!!!
though it was partially my fault for not realizing it before it’s too late
i have a lot of regrets
so apparently sleeping doesn’t make your problems go away. I woke up and everything still sucked. shocked and upset
I need someone to slap me in the face and tell me to stop slouching every 30 min
The stories of women in my family who were forced into lives they didn’t want and didn’t utilize their passions breaks my heart. My grandma wanted to be a journalist and write about the injustices she saw inflicted on disabled ppl while she was volunteering at a state run institution as a teen. Her father decided that she was “too fat and stupid” for college and forced her to get married at 17 or else he’d make her homeless. As a kid she told me that she wished people believed that she had meaningful opinions on events around her. One of my great grandmothers wanted to be an artist but was pressured into marrying a man who beat her. She stayed up late each night when her children were in bed writing poetry and pasting it over elaborate collages she mad herself. We still have stacks of these notebooks she created but was never allowed to do anything with. My mother wanted to be an operatic singer and was considered a musical prodigy in her town because she taught herself three seperate instruments by 13. When she was 18 she met my then 30 year old father who emotionally manipulated her into giving up her dreams to start a family with him. As a kid I would hear her up at night playing the violin or doing vocal exercises until she became too depressed to practice anymore. Like idk y’all there’s a quiet type of violence in the way women’s talents are devalued and brushed aside in favor of bullying them into “traditional” roles that ultimately don’t fulfill what they wanted for their lives. We’ve lost so much art, music, writing, science, and happiness to misogyny.
blackpink’s name is derived from the only two color options available in women’s motorcycle gear
